wow damn it. Again today. Went 3-2 in doubles tourney. Then 1-1 in singles. So pissed.

Doubles we started out LIGHTS OUT. went 3-0. And i'm a fucking idiot, I don't know why, but for me it's like I gotta stay on a particular side of the table. The dudes we played in semi's of winners bracket knew that (same dudes who beat us last night and we beat later on to knock them out). They beat us when it was 1-1. Then in singles, I played that guy I lost to last night in second rd (#17 in nation dude). It was only a fucking 6 cup game. I was up 5-3. He missed first cup, got second cup (4-3) then as I was pulling cup out my fucking DUMBASS knocked over a cup to make it 3-3 (and as a result, he got one ball back). He drained it, made it 3-2 him. I made it 2-2. Then he hit next 2, and I hit one and missed last cup. You don't KNOW how fucking pissed I was.

then it carried onto the doubles tourney and i blew it, and we lost on last cup again. so gayyyyyy

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