Well...I know how you feeling bud...Like my drop I did a bit ago called "Sluts"...so yeah, totally feel what your talking about.

For some reason I got past what your feeling. Like...now I lose a girl, its no longer a lost. I wouldn't really say its a good thing...It shows that I have been through to much shit. I'm sick of it, so I choose not to be hurt. Which I'm still not sure is a good thing...

You could do one thing to try to get her back. Pretend she doesn't exist. I know its hard...but maybe it will work. I don't know, just trying to help.

Keep your head up duke...