i got another song its liek a depresed song here it is

When darkness falls upon me

im not in control of my life
i feel like grabbin a knife
and goin slice
it cant b dis way
i cant feel this way
i wish this was just another day
its not cool feelin like this
ur moody sad and very pissed
u cant even put all ur poblems on one list
its like happiness left and blew u a kiss
but da kissed missed
mide as well just punched u wit its fist
there aint nuttin 2 luk 4ward 2
just more pain, what else is new
u wanna give up and call it quits
cuz ders always sumtin in ur way like a wall of bricks
u wish ur life was like what u c in flicks
perfect, happy and everything in between
but really its mean, glutany, and greed
and the pain and sorrow grows in u like u feed it
u wanan beat it
but u cant defeat it

Chorus:
u wanna beat it but theres no way no how
and u don’t have a way out rite now
and it wont let u get up
cuz ur 2 depressed just 2 get up and jump

It’s a new day
But u still feel da same way
Feelin like death is certain
Like sum1 is closin da curtain
And darkness falls upon u
It sneaks up and surprises u
and yealls out BOO
And u have no way out
So u start 2 pout
Ull do ne thing to get away
So u get on ur knees and start 2 pray
Hopin god is rite there hearing what u say
Hoping he understands u and says ok
Then u start 2 c da light
And u no every thing will be alright
Now u don’t even wanna go to da knife
U start luvin and appreciatin life

u wanna beat it but theres no way no how
and u don’t have a way out rite now
and it wont let u get up
cuz ur 2 depressed just 2 get and jump