Just so you know this was written with no feeling because I have
no idea what those are, So just read it.

It hurts when I smile in your face,
you anticipating something to roll off these smooth lips,
but get only nonsense.
It hurts not to let you know what is held inside the mind of this confused little girl,
A wall of security from all things foreign, never being broken.
My mind races, heart pounds with every embrace.
Soothing to the touch,
It absorbs me.
I can't stand it!
It hurts to not be able to show my emotions.
I need to vent!
It hurts that you will never get a glimpse inside the mixed up world I call my own.
All things known you will never know.
It hurts to hear all those who despise and connive,
makin mental notes of our every move,
Awaiting a gap to come between us to slip in a sabotage what little happiness we do retain and It Hurts.