heres da flow...

In your home, ur suppose to feel security//
but this place is what really scares me//
i feel so lost, so outta place//
i feel like i dont belong here, cuz these people are a fuckin disgrace//
when i was younger, i used to get beaten//
my brother and sister would hear me scream when they were sleepin//
i dont consider my mom a real person//
cuz she still in fuckin college tryin to learn a lesson//
i dont have a home or a family//
these fuckin people dont even care bout me//
i try so hard, just so the would notice//
but they just to fuckin high to focus//
sometimes i shake at night//
thinkin bout all those beatings and fights//
i even have my name on the state record//
but my mom always says she never lifted a finger//
what im saying is comin from my heart//
what i'm saying is nothing you can tear apart//
what u need to hear is that i dont have a normal life//
what u need to see is that my only escape if my fuckin knife//

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