I've been with you now for twenty years by your side/

Even though you are not amongst us I feel your soul inside/

You left me before I was even born/

But mom still loves you and hopes you are strong/

And we'll see you again someday hopefully not too long/

Mom told me about stories when she concieved with you/

But the story goes from happiness to the grievin issue/

Why does God make the good die young/

And why did god have to take a mothers first son/

Brother I know if you was alive I wouldnt be here/

But God thought ya purpose belonged elsewhere/

In heaven up above serving the majesty/

While I'm down here in the real world fightin travesty/

If fate had its way I would be with you/

No one knows my struggle and how I care for you/

Cause no matter if I havent met you or not/

Your still my brother and have a place in my heart/

I have kept your secret inside me for twenty years/

Thats 365 tears a day and say nothin to my peers/

Your name was Charles its imbedded in my head/

But like a ghostly feeling at night I feel you watchin over me in bed/

My big brother in the spirtual form not the physical/

But you are real as anything, My twin individual/

Oh ya brother I got alot of enemies here/

They try to fight me and lie and bring out my tears/

But I live to fight the cowards another day/

Cause I know you help me out give me a path to run away/

My Big Brother he died when he was born/

But dont cry for him theres no need to mourn/

Cause hes got his blood brother connected by the heart/

And theres no way you could rip the two of us apart/

So my brother please dont cry your a angel in heaven/

R.I.P Charles Lemay passed on July 7th

I Love you brother and dont forget

Cause your memory is never forgotten and no ones upset/

We miss you and love you

And while you are lookin down we are lookin above too

So good night brother I hope you rest tight

Cause I know you are by my side and you show me the light


R.I.P Charles Lemay 7-6-80 7-7-80