silence can be violence sorta like a slit wrist//
and you can take a beating that don't involve the fist
you can shout out loud and nothin comes out, not even a sound like your mouth is just bound//
like the words weigh ten pounds they fall straight to the ground when inside you're un wound
mom and dad, i hope that you're proud that i'm followed around//
by this fuckin black cloud that won't leave and i'm down
i want to scream, but i'm smotherded and dead//
got all this shit in my head feel like it's made outta lead, all the tears that i've shed
i feel older now, than my 27 years but i'm not sure how//
there's so much sweat on my brow work my way into town, sometimes wish i could drown but water's not to be found
i'm so different like brown shoes with tuxedos//
like long pants when everone else has on "speedos"
there's no fittin this sqaure peg in round holes//
12 blows all from inside my own dome
broken bones heal better than broken homes//
i'm fightin clones yet i suppose i'm still alone
i've had it i'm so mad it hurts i can't grab it//
heart ache from hate until i want to just snap it
the only light beams from the eyes of my daughter//
like tiny lambs get lead to bloody slaughter
she won't know this pain and guilty feeling//
for now i hide under the glass ceiling, i'm free whelling and clarity i'm still stealing....