"Hidden Pride"



I'm lacing my wounds in booze and time hoping to use my rhymes to fuse what's chewed my mind//
Pain and feuds combined to produced a new design that introduced itself confused and blind//
My brain cells spermed termites that turned bites into picnics and full course meals//
Multiplying the field and opening two wounds for everyone I'd healed//
They grew off my insecurities which have been rapidly reproducing//
Feeding off the what if's my life has massively been inducing//
I felt my swagger fading into an aggravating hole, being pushed deeper inside my fears and hiding within my soul//
That cocky attitude that added fuel to the battered mood of many dudes//
Now only seen in glimpses out lined with a saddened mood//
It's been trapped and glued in a padded room that only few can seem to find//
The ones that travel deeper in my spirit can hear it for moments at a time, before it vanishes again, afraid to open up and reveal it's true design//