Good drop Eviley, Lots of love....My fav Lines:

my mind at the present is scattered
my heart my soul are nothing but shattered
feels like my insides were painfully battered
making a painful linger as my tears spatter
they fall nonstop as i get sadder

Good imagery....often used to feel that way until I became Muslim now Allah fills my life with light...wish people could understand what is better for them....anyways lots of repsect....peace..