why can't you understand i have an issue
it's hard for you to believe but i'm starting to miss you
i want to hug you and i even want to kiss you
your stained in my mind like tears on a tissue
to you it may feel like i was here to diss you
but it's not true
a care about you
you don't know what you put me through
you have me turning blue
as though i am sickwith the flu
going on with life waiting to see you


You don't know the feelings i have
or what i have planned
i miss the word sand
i don't understand
i want you to know it's not the end
that's all i can say that's all i can send

you think i'm not over here imagining your innocent stare
i think of it cause i can't bare
i'm starting to dare to care

i feel like i am starting to forget
everything we did everything you said
i'm sorry for hurting you i'm sorry for what i did

i didnt mean to i just wanted to keep you safe
away from hurt away from pain
but i caused it anyway,i made you go insane
please forgive me i'm still the same
and when you called to see me i still came
don't be mad at yourself it's me you can blame

it's may feel like my heart is on the run
but you moved me from darkness to sun
from saddness to fun
so back soon Alex cause i miss you a ton

~*~