......ok how do i begin......




have i fallen in love is it a dream please someone slap me.
i quit smoking trees how come every piece comes so sappy.
not happy unsure where feelings and emotions stir themselves.
i have confiscated all spoons hoping to finally cure myself.
sure it helped but then i went back to my old ways old speech.
old world found a new girl that became my world in only 2 weeks.
just to think of the fact makes me sick and even nausous.
i need to be cautious i yell at my heart to please stop this.
now often evas words race my mind like the legs of a jogger.
i want to stop this chasing dream but theres no way to stop her.
so i calm her because i love her but to think of this mess damn.
im so scared shes no doctor only 16 with my heart in her hands.
i start and i end my living with the same daring perfect precision.
came to the conclusion love for you is inevitable not a decision.
current condition enhances the missin. my mission to keep you.
as an aspiring christian our love vicious visions are see through.
happiness when i see you it makes me crumble shrink shout too.
you are my world eva this piece wasnt even suppose to be about you..





sorry to those that want to read
about something else. i have no
ideas of what write except her.
so i write about her...



love u eva!

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