Lifetime of Visions

Unskilled and unrellished for all that i've done,
forgive me father for i have commited against your son,
the sun don't rise to the east for my sight,
dark and damp, deaths feast is at night,
you gave me a prophecy but i could'nt set it off,
distilled time echoes through space like and unheard cough,
take it to myself before all else but i can't hide forever,
under the cloak of stealth me and my soul run together,
jump over clouds with undeniable power,
bring death subtly like poison on a flower,
one touch cause cease in breath and movement,
lookin for my falsehoods but only find disaprovement,
i lost all that i believe in and control my own fate,
i know my life's gone and my death is date is late,
so i go against the always right stars,
and ask for forgiveness from the dark,
from the night sky i can almost smell death stalk,
devise a plan and watch every step i walk,
as i break my own silence, i think out loud,
cant we stop the violence, are we to proud?,
the sound of death is one i'm familiar with,
I'm bound, out of breath, is it miracle or myth,
protection is what i have longed for,
how many years have i prolongued it?four?,
and as I wonder why it took me this long in persistance,
and not knowing the very end of my existance,
the mighty walk as gods in there own eyes,
the rest are left speechless, curse in despise,
but they still cant comprehend what power they behold,
but instead they show there true weakness, as they scold,
they tear at you with no remorse, and rejection,
but until they see the true tides, and show affection,
and i am show what enables us to be who we are,
and left in shock with unanswered questions, still in awe,
what is the cause of this bewilderment,
lets see is it cause i've went against God's testiment,
if it is then come and collect angel of death,
apacalypic visions cease to amaze the immortal,
and when end of days is near so will my breath,
take the final leap, into heavens portal,