Daaamn pHrantik..Long Time No Peep.
I ran in this thread when i seen you were the author.
This piece was ill. The descriptiveness was just the right amount to put the reader right there. I liked everything building up to the ending and despite the lines about suicide and sadness, i think the

'My name’s John, and that’s the story of my life'

line was the most depressing. Summed up everything to a tee.
Great writes Phrantik. Ill keep my eye out for more from you.
Stay up n keep blessin us.
Pz