The Last Time...
[intro]
Yo, have you ever though you might get a last time at something...i have, and this is it...

[verse one]
I wake up one morning, sun shining my eyes blinded, Curtains closed yet visions of yesterday being rewinded//
Visions of a peaceful day, not a cloud in the sky to note, Yet not a highight in my life to brag about or even gloat//
Then i got up, got muh clothes on and left for tha town, Meetin muh holmes from 15 suburbs, i got em all around//
Then a near death experience hit me, the car missed me, my life shown before my eyes like some kinda dramas in me//
I saw my first look at the earth, my eyes watering with joy, Muh first birthday and family occasion, muh first cake and first toy//
I saw muh first bike and first party, muh first friends at muh first school, muh first time i shined out, first time i was classed cool//
the first time i had sex, the first time i smoked weed, the first time i got so stoned, i could let alone see nor write or read//
the first time i stabbed someone, grabbed agun and pointed at another, the first time i had the uger to pulla trigga and poppa brother//
the first time i been arrested, my first friend been child mollested, the first time i beat her father, the first time i been truly tested//
the first time i shed tears of joy, and tears of hate too, tears of love for that one girl, the girl id give muh life too...

[chorus]
But if it was the last time, would i be proud of the life i lived till now, would i have given up half way through, dropepd muh head and threw the towel, could i have lived through anger and pain, grief and every day nothing but hate, makes you think about the last time, tha last time, tha last time you got to say...

[verse two]
The last time i told muh girl i loved her, she said i was special i said i knew, she said my ego was too ahead of me, and left me outta the blue//
the last time i seen a basketball game, or played one with muh boys, the last time i given somethin back to the public, given homeless kids food or toys//
the last time i smoked a blunt or joint, sold oregano to a dipshit, given orders to a friend or been in a fight with each punch a mis-hit//
The last time i bent barriers to new goals, and uncovered new stages of me with old ones dark as coal//
the last time i grasped a mic and tried to spit nothin but my hardest, them come up chokin and hearing nothin but laughter//
the last time i looked on the positive side of life and acted optimistic, then again, ive never been happy and always gone ballistic...

[chorus2]
But if it was the last time, would i be proud of the life i lived till now, would i have given up half way through, dropepd muh head and threw the towel, could i have lived through a meaningless life, growing up as a bum with no hope for kids and a wife , makes you think about the last time, tha last time, tha last time you got to cry....

The last time i was so open to myself i shed tears, i covered my face from the people and screamed while tehy covered there ears//
The last time i let out anger on someone i loved, then apologised and cried kissed made up and hugged//
The last time i did something causing a physical endangerment to a person, every time i do that is juss another lesson im learning//
the last time i let my emotions go like this so vividly, and let people see the real me and not the empty side of me individually...

[end Chorus]
So you see, life is a treasure and without it your justa less of a man, and u may think your insignificant, just another grain of sand, but u gotta look past opinions and people hating, because you are who you are, in your own way special and theres no debating that.....