This is me! (life)

Makavelii knew he was about..... to die//
B.I.G, knew when he passed on he’d be bigger..... than American pie//
Ja, knows the inevitable end is now.....nigh//
Every night, I sit in my room and .....frenziedly cry//
For every nigger immortal rapper ...... that had to expire//

Sittin her at night, thinking why my dope radiant shit is dire//
I struggle through dismal life, like an eternal fire, it’s dull//
Wakin up in the dreay morning, my face white like-a-skull//
My rap earnings this year, went downhill from 1-null, hope now,//
I’ve giving you something finer to mull over, if i continue in this,//
game, i'm goin' nowhere, but since the age of four, i've dreamed,//
of being the next 2pac, but like all careers, i've been stabbed,//
in the back, some people say i've got the rap 'nack', but my life,//
feels like an 24/7 torture rack, lets just face the fact, that i'm,//
just gonna emerge like the rest of them, either die-without-dignity//
or cross dress like feminem, it's gonna take a lot more than a,//
bullet to get rid-of-me, i'm gonna continue my reprehensible act-of-bigamy//
till you all get sick-of-me, make me laugh Infumez, tickle-me//

this is me now....in my exterrestial life//
this is me now....holding this 10 inch knife//
this is me now... always on the rifle//
this is me now.... one of the illustrious disciples//

I walk wondersly around the street, wondering why everyone had to die//
but in heaven we shall all meet, no more guns, drugs and nauseating drive-by's//
when the profound bullet pierces my skin, my heart will let out a relieved sigh, yeah?//
with a sharp twinge my skin'll tear, but not one cat'll fuckin care, but i guess///
you had to-be-there, spilt inebriated blood, has everyone intrigued-to-stare//
some say this game-ain't-fair, but tonight my intuition vision senses murder//
in-the-air, but before i take this-thing-further, i need your permission//
before i hit these dawgs with my transcendent hail-and-thunder, infumez dawg//
messed wit me, so i sent him-down-under, next day the rest of his//
petrified crew made-a-runner, could have been an politican, but//
rappin-is-funner, my remixes go higher than ignition, realese//
more than nuclear fisson, cos if it was up to me, everyone//
would be just kissin, but it is'nt cos 'pac and big we're missin'//

(hook x3)

(starts to fade)
fuck you Infumez!