I've been soul searchin for about seven years
lookin for answers in the blood sweat and tears
it appears now that my efforts were all in vain
why must we be born into a world full of pain?
my brain cant ascertain the logic of this domain
its such a strain tryin to go against the grain
i gave up long ago when i started gettin restless
now im drowning in a sea of inevitabe darkness
distressed cause of the drug dealing and stealing
feeling that any minute this ish will hit the ceiling
killing is not an option just a necesity of survival
even though it is condemned by the holy bible
i try to do the right thing but the path is winding
the lord keeps calling for me but im not listening
my hearing is impaired cause im sinkin into sin
its unescapable i can already sense it closing in
reminisin about all the terrible things ive seen
wishin that one day i would awake from this dream
it truly seems that theres no hope left to grasp
the darkness overwhelms me as i suddenly gasp
my God why have you forsaken me i cruely ask
there was no answer as i breathed my last...

... theres no cure for eternal sadness
and no end to the maze of madness...