Gem of my life


you've given me strenth from times that i thought i couldnt stand up and fight against/
you were sorior then, i mighta been dissobedient with the side effects/
shruggin and buggin ya...but ma that was my only defense/
i neva meant to hurt you wit the words of diss regard/
cause you were the only one who was there for me, when shit was hard/
my wish be gone!, me holdin you in my arm...displayin the love you done gave to me....MOM/
when everybody turned they back to me and laughed a bit/
i was labeled a bastard..cause my dad done split/
fuck the fag!, u were the only one i had in this meanin, this planet, this damage..but nothin else is matterin/
the gem of my spirit and essance...is definitly one woman known..shes all that i ever known/
shes all that i ever needed...i give everything i own...just for one touch of her skin..anda...sound of her tones/
and now that im lonely, everything is fony fake...im loyal to this mage...rage is the only thing that i create/
so many people that can relate...but i hate people..dont be sad ma...cause soon ima come see you !/
cause you complete me, and i complete you...actually not..but damnit i jus need you !/
forget the clothes hip hop..ill stop my flows...for ya touch, know what ?..i give it all up in a second/
do u remember the times, you be checkin out my rhymes..and tell me my lines need work in em/
an you be workin so hard...jus to prevent me from...jus to be consent to this 'freedom'/
an i would neva pretend..i love you from now to the end !/
you tought me so many things....if i commended, i be consended through the hearted of the men/
this planet is nothin to me!....you ARE MY GEM///

"the only thing that matters to me....is the only thing that i dont have"