my heart cries from confusion pain and betrayal/wishin i could
turn back the hands of time and commit suicide in the cradle

every step i ever took was met with nuthin but destruction/fuck
instruction my life is in shambles no reason to look for construc-
tion

lies i've been recievin even before the beginnin of birth/i'm a
bastard filled wit hate nobody ever put disciple first

i fear for my seed i planted scared that he will follow in my path/
tellin my son don't ever be like me cuz my heart is filled with
lustful desires and wrath

i dwell alone for the reason my actions i cannot control/livin in
the system of bail bond probation and parole

who can help me Jehovah? then why did i cut numerous veins/
he says the flesh is weak can he feel weakness bein caused by
my pain

why stop the rain when for 23 years i've been goin thru storms/
been crawlin on my belly i wasn't born human i was born a worm

got married for the wrong reasons just cuz she carried my child/
i tried actin black and mild till i came home caught her in the act
of bein wet and wild

popo wanna restrain me if this wuz old testament she would've
been stoned/but nah she's the victim i can't even touch the
nigga that she boned

damn disciples deep nah disciple is rightfully scorned/i been
beaten and bruised i been tattered and horned

fuck it though i'ma live my life to the very end/if i'm my worst
enemy then know disciple ain't acceptin no friends.......













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