I liked it. Parts of it I didn't agree with like..

"No, I can't forgive the shit thats happend to me, maybe I could if it didn't happen so *Badly G*. "

We're supposed to forgive, no matter what happens, that way God can forgive us for doing what we do. You probably know this already though, and you're just struggling with actually doing it, as I am too. It's hard that's all I can say about it..

This was a good writing. I liked how it read like thoughts straight from your head...just wondering and wanting help. And it's never silly to ask for help. Look at all the stuff that happens and then ask yourself if God wants you to go through it alone. There's no way He'd expect us to go through it alone. Just turn to him and He'll help.

I hope this reply wasn't too corny for you :P Just the stuff that came to my head as I read this.