Changing Your Ways


my name is alex johnson and i have a story to tell
a story of life the heavens mostly a story from hell
i dont know what compelled my actions or positons
but i know the hell the dying and choking symptoms

so perhaps its best to listen...

damn i think sitting in my desk in a prison caught
listening to thoughts...damn that girl is fucking hot
feeling in my crotch i stare imagine that nice ass
no temptation was stopped when the note passed
"cindy its alex and i noticed your beautiful smile
i noticed your eyes your light ive noticed for a while"
its wild how her eyes lit with passion lust or love
then mike "alex. no man. everyone knows cindy=slut
look at the boys in this room . 50 % shes fucked
and half of them probably had put it in the butt...."
.."mike...so what" shes different shes beautiful
its different with her. even if she has had a booty full
invite i hope .lust fills my veins. i unfold the return note
"meet me today 330 ..ps (parents wont be home)
i looked at her...with a lustful stare...and mouthed

"baby ill be there...."

3:30 came and eventually so did i it was paradise..
i was starin like your the greatest to fare the light
baby i love you...innocent deadly words hit me..
this went on 2 months...then i got bored with cindy
then i changed...in the halls not a woman could pass
without me convincing them of giving me a chance..
a second glance or maybe some love at best...
but the rant wasnt love..c'mon...it was about the sex
fuck fuck fuck...all of them and then toss em out...
so many that i soon lost the enormous count...
i went up i went down ... in the name of love...
and if you asked theyre names..i couldnt remember 1
this continued...i yearned for sex like a beast
i never gave thought to the people that id seek
until one came that thought i was different and special.
sarah. the one that no matter what i was never regretful...
it felt like love. i cared for her. i phoned her constantly
i got her pregnant were we happy and were only 19.
we had little ryan man he was the greatest to this day
but when he turned one month. i tested + for AIDS
not from sarah. from previously..i changed my ways!
but god wants me to stay in deaths pretend little cage.
so when ryan was just 2 months the start of his life..
i got sicker than ever..and eventually just died...

now thats not all....

because i look back and realize i was an idiot dumbass fool...
and AIDS was my death...but what really killed me is when

i learned sarah and ryan were infected too....



"sometimes it doesnt even matter....
think about your actions"

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