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its a remarkable gesture to have one look deep into his soul,
to show an unprompt event that has left a gaping hole,
mine is one many have come to overpower,
yet the integrity of it all is that it has come through like a blossoming flower,
it started out as something that would pass by as a sunset yet it would forever overshadow my life as if it was the moon,
the impecable moment that would overcast me with doom,
luminescent over my head then fall upon me like a star,
the light got smaller and smaller as if not seeing from afar,
it started innocent just to have some fun,
pass it around put it in your mouth but not to know where it was from,
a 11 year old where was my floating mentality,
i say floating because it caused my perdigament to become a unpurposful reality,
now what has happened it getting around its going everywhere,
everywhere i go teachers i dont even know give me a untolerable stare,
do i lash i dont know what to do; only 11 an already runnin wit a crew,
finally the words get up to the highest ranking official,
to my mom "your son is dealing in narcotics" no subliminals,
aw hell i got it in retrospect right at that moment,
the smell in my air is life i going to be potent,
now i know my secret may not be what everyone was waiting to glance at,
but im only 13 now got some other stuff but wit it i dont want to transverse with that,
so please leave all the condosending remarks i dont need to see the post,
cuz unlike others with my troubles i dont liek to boast,