• “I hold a dark secret
  I like to bleed and release it
  Pain in my palm, completely glove it
  True hatred, I’m the epitome of it
  Maybe this darkness would lift if I stopped gravity
  Pin my body to a crucifix, cuz its crossed me
  I stare into a mirror, and despise what I see
  So now...goodbye
  .........................................Kevin”

A Bic’s remnants stuck to what’s left of a tree|
No life sentiment in his final testament, on his desk for his parents to read|
Chest pulseless, he lay in the tub, taking a bleach bath|
Ingested some Javex, trying to get rid of his body’s mask|
Chunks of skin chiseled out of his arm and cheek sit in the sink|
There was a reason he had to get 'clean', made his body leak, and took a toxic drink|
Since the day he was born, darkness has fallen|
Everyone around seem to be in a different contrast column|
Compared with family, there's something about him, he's at the opposite end of the spectrum|
DNA proves he is theirs, even though its like he's from a different selection|
Parents are as they've been shone upon by a bright light|
While he looks like he stood a little too close, and got burnt by that light|


Now in heaven, he sees a figure he hasn't seen since he was seven|
"Great Grandma...?!?" "Yes, listen, we need to talk Kevin"|
"I know why you did this to yourself, and I have the answer you've been wondering for so long|
When your Great Grandfather, Ted, and I we're still young, late 20's, I was done wrong|
Your Great Grandpa was gone for weeks on end, for business|
There was a black man, who...beat me, and to give his fist a rest|
So...he raped me, 9 months later I had a daughter|
Your Grandma, only one person could be her father|
She had white skin like I do|
Unlike Ted and I, her eyes were not blue|
Her hair was fairly curly, and dark brown|
While ours was both blonde and went straight down|"
I never told anyone, I couldn't|
I'm sorry Kevin, I should have never given you this burden|