Growing Up.... RBTL.... vs. Thug Whyte....

As You Grow Up You Experience Many Things....


Childhood...Growing Up...

Mother and Father Always Fighting Sometimes It goes To Far and Turns Scary...
Ya Mom Thinks Your Dads Unfaithful But His Thoughts and Reversed-n-Contrary...
At Night You Hear Scuffles, You Just Lie In Your Bed, Worry, Think and Cry...
Parents Promise To Stay Together For The Sake Of The Child, Won't Leave-or-Defy...
Then One Night Your Mom Comes Home Early and Catches Your Father Cheating...
For 13 Years Now, You've Hid Feelings, Had Enough Of Your Fathers Mis-Leading...
For Nearly All Of Your Young Life You've Gone Through Denial and Rejection...
Now its your Dads Turn For Reflection, It's Time For Him'ta Feel Cold Affection...
Grab A Kitchen Knife Shove it Into His Mid-Section, With a Twist of Perfection...


In Foster Care...Age Of 16...

Most Youve Ever Meant To Someone Is Another Name Written On a Sheet Of Paper...
Mother Took The Fall For Your Fathers Death, Youve Grown and Are Now Unsure...
From Home to Home, No-One Ever Cares ,No Relationships, Have Never Connected...
Ever Since Childhood Been Hard, Never Selected, Always Neglected and Rejected...
But Now Its Time To Flip This Life Of Fear, And Now Turn It Upside Down...
You Start Off a Life Of Rappin' Spittin Killer Verbs and Ingenious Nouns...
Go To Many Contests You Spittin for The Love Of The Verse, Not The Success...
So Many Feelings Expressed, Almost Non-Existant Was The Pain and Distress...

Moving Out...Age Of 19...

You Look Back On Your Life As a Young Man, Think About How It All Began...
Throughout Your Whole Life You Have Never Listened'ta Anyone Or Followed a Plan...
Now Its Time To Move Out On Your Own, Get a Dead End Job And Start This Life...
Feel All The Strife, Find A Bitch Knock' Her Up 'n' then Make Her Your Wife...
Now You're A Father, You And Your Wife Begin To Argue, Soon You Fight...
You Look Back To Your Childhood, Dont Want That To Happen, You See The Light...
Grab The Kid, Drive Away, Leave The Old Life Behind You Fallen and Hazy...
As You Leave Your Wife Goes Crazy, Slits Her Wrists and Dies Uneasy...

On the Run...Age of 25...

Police Searching The Country For You and Your Beautiful Young Daughter...
They Think ya Kid-Napped Her and Killed Yo' Wife, In a Bloody Slaughter...
You Finally Give Up Go To The Police and Tell Them How It Really Went Down...
They Look You In The Eyes, Dont Beleive You, Think Your Trying To Clown...
World Renowned Psychopath, No-one Gives a Shit About Your Future-or-Past...
Life Started Off With Contrast, Many Goals Still Left Un-surpassed...

The End... Life has Just Got To Be Too Much...

No One Cares, Shit Has Happened, Lying In Your Cell For The Rest Of Your Life...
You Think Of All The Lies Told. ...'Together Forever As Man and Wife'...
...Think Of The Good Times, But There Is Not Any...
...Think Of The Bad Times, There Is Too Many...
You Know Its Your Time TO Go, Jump Out Of Your Cell And Attack The Guard...
They Sarted Shooting With No Disregard, Life Was Now Not So Hard...
Growing up ... Growing Up... Its Not All Its Cracked Up To Be...
Just Look At My Life And You'll Agree...
Growing up ... Growing Up... Its Not All Its Cracked Up To Be...