"IF U ONLY KNEW"

He was just a young boy,16,Been lost his folks...
Moms and pops ran out,He hustle-ling for bones...
Trying to make some money just to feed his hunger...
Never loved anybody,He Never trusted another...
He felt smothered,Like the world was trying to suffocate him...
So he just kept doing his thang, Kept selling the cain...
Everyday customer, Black crack fiend lady...
He felt for the lady,Cause she had to struggle with a baby...
His mind went crazy, Everyday dreams he envisioned her...
He couldnt get her off his mind,She had the boy cursed...
Dark brown,In her 40s,Wrinkled face looked sad...
Glassy eyes,with potential,she didnt wanna do crack...
So he befriended the lady,Tried to get her off the streets...
But she refused,HIs heart went out,But it wouldnt reach her...
He tried to teach her,But she responded "Just mind your own,Stay outta my life son,I take care of myself Im grown"..
He left it alone,Knew it was wrong but kept supplying...
He had to give up the game his people are dying...
But he's trying,TO make enuff money just to get by...
One last time,He would supply just enuff to survive...
He watched her cry,She sniffed it and she died instantly...
Exceeded the average and she dropped,LIke she lost her feet...
He couldnt take the heat,So he tried to save the woman...
Searching her body for I.D and all he find is a pendant...
With a replica of him,Mimmicking his early age...
When he turnover the pendant,Compatible full names...
This woman was his mom and he watched her die...
Last breath,Closed her eyes,No more tears to cry...
Depression wa eating him up,He's hurting inside..
He overdosed the next nite,HE snorted the whole line!!!
if u only knew....