okay here it goes....good luck sweetie....


The True Relationship...

there i was stuck inbetween
i was tangled
the words of two
it seemed i was strangled
for it was me that got them in this love triangle
i was lost in a dark tunnel
full of emotion
surrounded my darkness
like an ocean
everywhich way i would turn
and have to make a choice
i tried to be civil
but hurt came out of my voice
noise that was not true to my heart
cause i knew i love one of them
right from the start
but yet i made a decision
it ripped into me like a
wound,cut,a deep incision
i invisioned something more then this
so i gave it to god
and i sent it with a kiss
down on my knees i closed my eyes
palm to palm the truth i cried
oh god i can't live this life
why me why now i can't decide
i confide in you
to help me out
cause i am no longer going to worry
i no longer have doubt
i leave it in your hands
cause either way ones life with end
so now i can't worry any longer
cause what kills us now only makes us stronger
for i can no longer ponder on what's right or wrong
because that's how the story ends that's my song
day to day i live with guilt
because i have to be strong
giving in early is not the way i was built
until that day
i saw his face
it was so sudden and fast at pace
i was in the clouds no
i was flying through space
i was in love again in another love case
i gave in and now i am happy
because i love that guy and now he can have me
the lessoned i learned is forever remembered
i no longer fake love i am not a pretender
love from another is not what i confide by
because love is always there it's deep inside
but all these lovers i cannot strife
because the true relationship
i am living is called my life.