When I look at myself in the mirror I see someone else
A better version of me perhaps?
Though hard to believe, he made me feel wanted and secure
He opened up my eyes when I was blinded by fear and hatred
He freed my soul when it was bounded by insecurities and hurt
He cleared my mind when it was blurred by thoughts of insults and bruised by reckless hearts
But most of all He gave me myself, a person with a new perspective and a new outlook in life
But like all wonderful and good things, must come to an end
Sadly he came to an abrupt end
His coldness towards me gave me chills up my spine
His harsh demeanor took me aback
And the warmth that I felt before was now replaced by hushed silence
Your loving smile now turned to an unwavering stare
People change for a special reason but I see not the reason behind this
Each and everyday that passes by I try to suppress this surreal feeling with in me
Though I long for those happy days when we talked freely without obligation
Laughed openly and those long talks about life in general
I feel so shattered, pieces of me thrown about and scattered everywhere
But shattered I am my will and spirit are not
I will try to make an effort to go on though unsure of what life brings, whether he will still be a part of it
But nevertheless I will go on and the pieces that he lay shattered on the ground will find its place once again
Though he left me shattered, you made me whole in the process and I am grateful for it
Shattered he left me, and whole he will find me


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