You ever sit in the darkness
silent, eerie, endless blindness?
Alone at night, empty hallow
so much pain, too much to swallow?
cuz if you do then you're like me
a waste in face of reality
it's been so long how to get out?
What's got me here is my doubts
the fear of not being enough
scared i'm not up to snuff
i'm dyin see, over a course of time
struggling just to write a rhyme...
so listen just don't ask me why
it is that tonight i'm gonna die.
it's painful enough to think about it
but i just can't live up to this shit
so i guess this is how i say goodbye
with a knife and gun i send my spirit to fly

sorry didn't have any time to prepare. school almost out, finals, that type of shit. it's not much but it's what i got...