hey yo sorry so late man

constantly my mind race at a fast pace
these last days remind me of my past face
shit flickerin off and on like broken switches
my worst fear is present, my mind twitches
the times tickin, lifes flashin, what to do
should i let myself go, or option two
hang on for dear life the best that i can
im at rest at my bed, the final test that i stand
does god got somethin in store for this man
or is deep burnin forever at the right hand
of the devil
my mind might handle the bright trance of the level
of sacredness thats present in my eyes
i wonder if anyone else sees the turnin of skies
the constant sobs keep me hangin on for dear life
i fear christ, he the only one knowin the wrongs not done right
im swallowed whole by this holy presence here
the true essence here, my whole life invested here
to this moment, i feel like a celebrity the crowd
hushed in sobs the priest grabs my head as i drown
the noise out i only hear a distorted voice
prayin the hardest ive ever done, the fastest rejoice
god knows that ive sinned but i aint sorry
will the father take his son to the place of glory
i copy and paste the fury, cuz i have failed my father
hail and nod your...head to your father
my families clenched my bodys drenched
i can feel the prayers liftin me up, my mind is bent
hes heaven sent the angel to take me home
back to the place where the whole world was grown
i hear me moan, the pain is all real again
i got a second chance, like a crossin boarder mexican
i breathe the fresh air of my new found situation
my new life im born again i aint no patient

damn i was feelin this shit!!!