Lookin once again, mistfully into the sky/
thinkin of a hundred ways i could choose to die/
i can't take life anymore, im livin up to fateful threats/
the only way i feel i could leave is throught death/
If I,ever were to leave the rap game in sorrow/
i feel nobody would comfort me tomorrow/
Cuz these people don't give a fuck about me/
but im a go on, spittin rhymes vigorously/
I love everyone i had, and they loved me once one time/
when i was at the clubs, bustin rhymes after rhymes/
but when it all ended, life became all so pitiful/
and all these thoughts of death, ease my mind on critical/
I post diss tracks to those who start it first/
but livin wit this beef, is like livin with a curse/
im not tryin to go crazy, but im feelin doubt upon my mind/
what if i took my own life, left it all behind/
and what if people don't even show up at my funeral/
shows how much these people care, when they "supported" you/
but i got a loving family, and a bunch of real friends/
how would they feel, if my life came to an end/
so i figure it out, the whole deal of my life/
because as long as you have your friends and family,fuck the strife/
because my life is not my own, it is Gods, so i can't break his own life.../
And the whole thing of it is, in a moment my life could stop/
if im found dead in a few days, consider this my suicide drop/

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Only God can judge me, Who THE FUCK IS YOU?!