I'm not too sure about this one. Looks like you kind of forced some of the rhyming on it. I don't really like writings where people feel sorry for themselves in it either. You did that a little bit here. So, I wasn't feeling this one a whole lot. Not my type of writing. I'm sure someone else will respond saying they liked it.

"My views are all hazy now
only seeing the bad in it all"

Try to see the good in the bad things that happen. Well, they may not be good, but there's some words on your post for you..