Im drowning, whether i wanna live or die
I fell my body, and ma sould come back to life
as a sink down, i realise im doing wrong
but cant come back to the surface, and my baptism has begun...

Father forgive me for ma sins i didnt mean to hurt you so
but as you kno that sometimes in this life its just the way that lifes path goes
It seems no matter what I do aint no good for these people
and all my attempts at impressing you all no matter how ludacris are feeble
Give me time, give me a chance, give me ma life back and more
and shall show you the real me, this time .. i assure / you
never know what you have till you let it slip by your hands
Standing infront of your feets im pleading for you to understand
sands of time are running out on me, running over me, making my throat harsh
I start to cough up emotioins that i dint kno were there, and even though i try to bottle it up its always finds its path
to everyones ears, making people hate me and wish me dead
and above this all i have my life, love, money and family circulating round ma head
its crazy, i cannot find any common ground
But someone how i wish to find some angels wings and leap about a common bound
help me please......for it is only you who i can talk to and see truth
and we all kno that i wouldnt be standing here if it wasnt for you
but please dont take my plea as a despearte one
for i kno before i came to you, my trial had already begun

for once in my life i realise im not incharge of my own life
and suddely i feel my whole body collapse from the inside
and i drop into the pool and lay there with my head right down
and hope that whever you guide me next, love and forgiveness will be found


im not really happy about this so i need lots of critism