I use to lay motionless on top on my bed
praying to god you would forget those things i said
I use to pray for that someone special to be there to love me
and when god sent you to me i almost lost he

you were the one he sent me after all my selfish demands
i pushed you away every change i had with my own praying hands
i loved you but was to scared and lost to show all my love
i just took off away from you like a bat after a dove

I wish i really could have learned how to show you my devotion
then maybe i would not have to cover up all this camotion
but its already happened nothing i can do for you now
finally i can breath with ease without thinking of how

Now you lay motionless on top of my bed
and im praying to god to thank him for letting you forget what i said
because now the one he sent me is gone from my life
and all i had to do was pick up that sharp shinny knife

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