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Old 06-23-03, 07:03 PM   #4
PleDge
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staring at a blank wall cuz its my only comfort
a blanket made of wool and concrete floors magnify the hurt
bars shielding the sunlight from flooding into the room
and to my left the green mile..simulating my almost certain doom
crying myself to sleep everynight
depression tries to overcome but im puttin up a fight
i dont kno how long i can hold on though...full of anguish and agression
this is the times when i regret my caught on camera actions
when i fall asleep holding you to wake up huggin my pillow
or when i hear our childs laughter to realise its the winds whistles
theres holes in the wals where ive punched them real hard
making ma knuckles bleed.ma hopes gettin dark
theres no way out of this prision..and walls are gettin closa
guards walk by ma cell and shake there heards..im oficially a *no hoper*
terriorising thoughts.....mind numbing reality
right now anywhere rather than heres when a wanna b
Regret aint tha word man.....this is a hellua lot deeper
mind asking so many questions...im seeking a meetin with the reeper
I foned you yesterday told you not to come to visit
basically its not casue i dont love you..it the look on your face...a cant bear it
your so sweet and innocent ..what will make you see the truth..why you with a boi like me
Your not fit for my lovce..these surroundings shit boo why cant you see
you deserve so much better than a creep assed crminal like me
so i regret to say this but hun...you gotta leave