uh shitnit...tha meaning..u didn't grasp it..aight..speaks about my man and God at the same time...how...i've layed my life before God...living for him..and only him..and statin to my man..that i will be there before him...helping him through anything. Its talking about how i feel the pain of the world..through God..and the pain through my mans lives...and i could explain it more..but i dont feel like it