This is just a little something that happened to me. Its all over this girl, the first one I used the "L" word with...check it out

what this girl has done to me seems right out cruel
all my thoughts have been on her since the days of high school
i stepped into history class, her eyes met mine
i never saw a girl who could shine, so divine
at first - nervous - i didnt say hi or talk with her
but i was desperately hoping that i could just walk with her
so i could open up to her, to tell her how i feel
ever since the first day i knew the feelings were real
in my mind there was only one word, nothing below or above
one word to define my feelings, one word - love
as time went on we were introduced, and quickly we were friends
but inside i knew i wanted more than that in the end
she was just to amazing to simply be my buddy
and i was always wondering if she was thinking of me
because not a day went by when she didnt linger on my mind
she even had me writing poetry, putting some love in my lines
but eventually everything changed, and our feelings were one
it happened on valentines, we were together - i couldnt run
but i wanted to, i was scared, what would i say? what would i do?
and before i knew i had her hand and was saying "i love you"
she smiled and looked into my eyes, she had me hypnotized
we both knew from that point there were no other girls or guys
but it was just gunna be us, together facing the world
i truly had the chance to let my love for her be unfurlled
there was no way to describe what i felt when i was with her
no way to describe what i felt when we touched and when i kissed her
but why is it that all good things have to come to an end?
behind my back she really had it for my best friend
at first I didn’t know it, I thought everything was fine
she still said she was all for me, but she was messing with my mind
but everyday the question lingered, whats really going on
and we we drifted apart I was asking what did I do wrong
months past and I still tried to get her back into my life
dreams came to me of the future, of her being my wife
but then I noticed something that was new to me
I found out that all along she was not being true to me
while we were together and even after that she was getting with my best
and when I heard this news it was like my heart was ripped from my chest
but even now, I know I still love her, but my mind is filled with doubt
because now im always questioning what love is really all about

thats me, peace