i was feelin this, strange way to see things but overall it was pretty good, heres my fav lines

I never lied, I don't wanna be victomized by suicide
inside my head I remembered your fingers around my throat the exact moment I was choked & 2 my surprize what I realized was on that night I had wished I had died.

i likes those, in the beginning it was confusing but it came together in the end, nice, please peep my new poem "i remember"