aight this shows you how much of a bad topic this is...cuae it ook eme ages to get to the point *shakes head* i hate you sand...

peer pressure always goes the wrong way in my opinion
nothing will ever work out for the better, beleive me
a kno.heres ma story

walking home from school mindin ma own business
a guy walks up to offers me some wierd shit
says a can test it out and if a like it buy some more
a look down at what hed put in ma hand.never seen the likes of it befo
but a got the jist of it and stuck it in ma pocket
what harm coud it do if i just took it once ta try it
all the way home thoughts ran thru ma mind
dont take it you idiot.. its worth alteast one little try
So a got home and kissed ma mom on tha cheek
went up to ma room sat on the bed..thank fuck its the end of the week
a waited untill she went to her bed before takin out the drugs
a sat there crossed legged lookin down at the load
wondring how ta take it..i was totally confused
doyou inhale it or eat it..well i had nothing to lose
so a stuck it in ma mouth and jsut lay on ma back
closed ma eyes real tight while it dissolved.tried to relax
soon a was asleep dreamin dreams i could think up
and then suddenly i was shakin uncontrollably...couldnt stop
a suddley woke up.and i was covered in bugs
a screamd realy loudly and tried to push them all off
but they dug in tighter and i was petrified
and that voice ran thru ma head again..it ws worth one little try
a started cursin at the voice told it to shut the fuck up
when ma mom walked in tha door and jsut stood ther dumbstruck
when a sen her a just froze didnt kno what to do
but for some strange reason she knew what id been up to
she started shoutin at me too and the pain was deafnin
but a still could come back down to earth a had o strength left in
she was wavin her hands frantically above ma face
bu she was movin so slowly a had to adjust to the pace
ma head was spinnin really fast and i felt real sick and in pain
ma moms screams and cryin was gettin hard to translate and take in
somehow a managed to tell her to get out of ma room
and she left jsut like that and left me alone
a sat on the end of ma bed wit ma head in ma palms
sweatin uncontrollably trying to figure out a plan
i couldnt get to sleep of those bugs would come back
and i couldnt get up in walk..case i would just fall flat
so a sat there for a while untill a finally fell asleep
and a felt maself fallin down summat which was really deep
when a finally hit the bottom a felt piercingly hot
but it was just me.i felt the temperature around me begin to drop
i heard screams of ma family they sounded in pain
then right enough i was awake in my room once again
but this time there were no bugs or no family
but it was big orange flames that surronded ma body
a paniked so badly and started runnin in circles crying
shoutin on ma family but they coundt hear me.no use tryin
untill a noticed ma windo and i knew it was ma only chance
i pushed open the window and sat there watchin the fire dance
hypnotised by its moves when suddley it stopped
finally i realised i was just hallucinatin..when a lost ma balance and dropped
for the first time in ma life when i was afraid i didnt speak
even though i knew this was the end...quite frankly i was too weak
instead i was mesmirised by the little shining lights of the town
as i pretneded i was flying high, not hitting my come down