Written with such purity. And written with such a good pen. You combined with emotions with a certain amount of eloquence.



I don't want to sound patronising. But my quick two cents.

I know EXACTLY where you're coming from with such a great loss.

But instead of taking your own life. Dedicate your life to helping others. Make something positive come out of something so negative. Live with him in mind. Cos you got a whole lot of people you wrote to. Whom, so it would seem, you are very close with and love very much.

There's too much out there to do it. Too many other options. But hey, i'm just some faceless person on the internet who you don't know...

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