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Old 07-10-03, 08:24 AM   #4
Mystik Mind
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There Was No Line Limit So I'm Droppin 30...Match It If Ya Want...It Dont Matter...


..::A Lost Love::..
The Sweet Smell Of Your Loving Body Is Something I Dont Want To Forget..
Having To Letting You Go Was Painful, Every Night Its Something I Regret..
We Went On Our Seperate Paths...Unfortunately Our Paths Never Crossed..
You Were Everything To Me, I'd Do Anything For You...But Now Our Love Is Lost..
We Had Good Times, We Had Some Bad, But We Always Worked It Out In The End..
But Your Love For Me Was Questionable...At Times I Thought It Was Pretend..
It Wasnt Easy To See At First But After I Knew You Were A Selfish Manipulator..
I Had To Let You Go...Keeping You Was Too Much Pain, It Was A Heart-Breaker..
But My Love For You Was As Strong As Ever...My Heart Bled For You Red Raw..
I Cant Cope With The Constant Reminders Of You...Its Time For Me To Lock The Door..

..::A Life About Drugs::..
Yes There Have Been Many A Time When I Have Reduced Myself To Taking Drugs..
Mainly Because I Wanted To Do What I Saw By The Kids That Were Faking Thugs..
They Took Over My Life At One Point...Nothing To Live For...People Didnt Want To Look At Me..
Went To Friends And Family For Refuge...They Didnt Want To Know...They Forgot Me..
They Turned Me Away...Locked The Door On Me And I Was Mentally In The Gutter..
"Its Your Own Fault" I Always Used To Get Told, Thinking Everything Was Like Bread And Butter..
Started To Get Over My Addiction...Made Something Of Myself...Made People Proud..
I Want To Help Others To Quit But How Can I When Its Unbearable To Speak Aloud..
Thinking To Myself That The Only Way To Confront Me Fear Is To Help Those More..
For Those Who Blocked Me Out...I'm Doing The Same..Drugs Is Gone...I Locked The Door..

..::Bad Memories::..
Small Children Growing Up With Violent Parents Is A Horrific Thing To Think About..
How About Witnessing It...Being Locked Away With The Noise Of Your Mental Shout..
Parents Locking The Doors...Your Isolated With No-Where To Go...All On Your Own..
From A Small Child To Seventeen...The Hate That Built For Your Parents Have Grown..
Its Amazing To Have Turned Out The Way You Have...After Being Locked Away From The Real World..
Constant Thinkin Of What You Have Done Wrong...Trying To Steer Clear Of A Fist Being Hurld..
Breakdown Of Mentality...Life Cant Go On But You Feel You Must To Revive Yourself..
Nothing Can Stop You...On Your Own In Many Senses, Its Scary To Be By Yourself..
No More Dreams About When You Dont Seem To Stop Falling Until You Hit The Floor..
Because I Have The Ability To Block These Feeling Out...I Have The Key To Lock The Door..



Aight There Ya Have It...30 Lines...Good Luck Ill...Didnt Know I Was Up Against You So Best Of Luck...
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