behind the door.

another day in the life, driving herself to work
it seemed same as the night, crying in the hurt
dying or disturbed, the light was red as blood
and the life she lived was already dead to some
she read the front, but the book of life grows
so instead she'd run, a page turner was it? no.

a red light.....

the same as a dead life, stopped silence, why?
for an escape she closed the doors to her mind
the back of her eyelids seen through her eyes
bottled up inside, like a genuine vintage wine
then she used the opener and came out the sleep
this moment in time should have been unshowed
she screamed at the baby carriage rolling in the road
impulses couldn't grow, her foot on the gas didn't move
and the green light made the motion a simple groove
the wheel flew off, and left on the window a shoe
"God? what in the world did i do?" is it through?
the skies weren't blue, and the clouds didn't pass
mother earth was you, the umbilical cord sat in the grass
but this baby was gone, and no spectator could ask
police roped of the scene, irony, were together at last...

weeks or so passed, months and years, and the wish
attention...why in the world didn't she open the door for him
it sored her whims, controlled her sins, but bored her friends
what couldn't they get? live? how, when she just killed a kid
it spilled the sick, buckets of the clouds, sent them right down
the drops of unity smashed the ground and died with a frown
sigh at those sounds, but now she must move on, find herself
and see through the feelings that so often blind her health
try to help, scream, she started the car while living in the mirage
help her, please!, she turned up the radio, not opening the garage
what's she on? the music raged "

".....remember me, even when i'm gone"

all along, was this meant to be the end of the road die right here?
her mind started fuzzing and she could she the blinding real clear
trying to fight fear she couldn't punch her energy was weakened
the end, not another day, not a thought, not an hour or a weekend
she fell to the place opposite of sleepless, lost her breathe and mind
she had a dream that she was in her position with that baby behind
her seat, to think this shit, and she couldn't wake up, ready to die
but the wind blew the garage door down and she survived.....


thank you mother earth... we love you

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