im trapped, caught, paranoid - i need a way out
its like time moved forward and im stuck a day out
its like the universe shifted an left me exposed
within a pocket of nothingness, im totally enclosed

my life took a sharp turn and my train of thought derailed
too much pressure on me. my brains just gone and 'bailed'
im running on empty, and now im burning to push
im disintegrating quickly, my hearts turning to mush

im claustrophobic inside the prison of the empty
on the edge of snapping madly, so kid, dont tempt me
im left with no passion and i moved past rage
im way beyond depression, i hit the next stage

i met every goal with an eagerness to achieve
every failure hit harder than u can perceive
inability to attempt meant i was unable to lose
but im left without an option to im unable to choose

i feel no conscience, my actions aren't remorsed
nothingness is me, i haven't a feeling forced
i care less about nothing and nothing about the world
i came to spit my feelings instead i fucking hurled