leap of faith..... in heaven....

belief is my ladder, so each morning i wake up and pray
grip the bible of guidings, and pull God to take me away
i live day by day, in this beautiful place without wrong
and the words i say echo the walls into a beautiful song
all along i've lived in this mansion since i was a kid
an orphan that was picked, granted one fateful wish
and that was it, was it a way of practice? or just life
from the age of 7 i sang the music every day and night
until the vocal chords inside my priceless voice box
housed angels, and brought longing every time a note stopped
was it a gateway? i hope not. you see it wasn't what i liked
knowing i had no decisions to make, no hopes or sites
no wrong or right, just what it is. it's there it's used
they took the grays from my emotional crayon box, i used blues
win or lose? not a question i had no meaning no purpose
but my paper plastic heart kept a smile on the surface
i walked through those golden roads and pathways
underfoot i had the beauty that only angels could make
you see my master was the master of many with blessings
and he even owned the words that the harmony sent me
but he and i were terribly different, means of righteous
even though i served this king, i really disliked him
one night it was frightening, atop a building singing to the earth
down below they made me they're letter and hung on each word
action in my heart, finally a verb, they liked me, they listened
all of the world should be subjected to this, not just the christians
wishes?, pride boiled up inside my inner heart sinners start
i took a winners part with the spoon in the dinners pot believe
finally i did, in me....i let out the harmony until i screamed
brilliance? or unlike what it seems, love? release to some
i grasped my soul ran to the edge of the building, and jumped
was it love? i floated down quickly, no angels could save me
not that they tried, slacking halo's make those fellows lazy
on my way down i hummed a tune that nothing living had heard
and i made the air dance and let the concrete remain unsure
i jumped into him with a blur, became one united left my self
to a place of burning, they took my lungs......it was hell

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