If Only This Were A Dream


Everydays a nightmare, im lost in a glimpse of dreams..
So i wait till i die, not to rest, but to wake up in peace..
im sinking, and everyone in this world lets me be, as i..
Drown deeper in this ocean of sin, everytime i breath..
My lungs burst and rip, inside i cant help but to give in..
Chokin at the bottom since no one taught me how to swim..
im out of it .. every second ticks, and soon my faith bleeds
i watch my friends and family reach out, to suffercate me
So slowly, i fade away to the dark as i close my eyes..
i got what i wanted, cause you never fully live, until you die..
And now i realize, my skins a barrier ..and beneath are lies..
im ready for hell, only to find, this hell flashes in my mind..
its like, the deepest image, played over millions of times..
And mine, was my moms face, as she heard the news and cried..
Erase it outta my mind .. now, i beg you, erase it please..
Dear god help me wake up .. but if only .. if only, it were a dream..