*the one and only*

I am something you will never see
I am something you will never be
u r somethin i love, & its killing me
lifes fallin down the drain all pain
next time you see me ill be laying
i left a note saying:

I love you, everyday i wish to hug you,
but u bared my soul to everyone, and i thought
it was goin good i was havin fun, now i got my gun
now im trigger happy havin fun, ill promise you
i will always love you and take care of you, from
down below, livin in a dark hell hole, u din care
my heart was used by use as a spare, and it din take
long b4 it blew, i wanted to cry cuz i din know what to
do, id do nething just for you...... I love you

but now i was pushed to far and im laughin
listen to me write my foots tappen, im scared
there sides to you that a layerd god how i cared
unloading my clip into myself blood shootin onto my shelf
i hope ur happy now, just one ?
how............................................... .........................