Most definetly had a rawness to it. Well no, actually, cos i could see you tried to construct it with a bit of precision at times. Still, raw in it's own way, and emotions were there.

Must say, i grinned when you wrote "I felt like a retard"..(personal joke..).

But yeah, you depicted your hurt in what one might consider a typical man's way. You didn't try and curb much.

A strong venting piece, quite nicely done. Not as much all over the place as some usually are.

Oh, and don't let that experience cloud your mind too much.

..resp..