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wrote dis last night at 5 am (untitled)
IP:
From every word I say , I learn each day how to elevate
When I think of a verse , and can't write it , I salvalate
Each day Possibilties of words confront me
I need to quench my thirst , N- Hunt to take da lead
Got to BE , a frontrunner without choice of action
Nothing is funner , den being a factor
I'm an Actor , a performer , Imma Writer , a transformer of meaning.
Im a Being , Fully Original , When yu see me , I'll try and tell U all
To trust me , Don't let my words rust see , turn to dust N be , forgotten.
When I 16 , I was Rotten , a punk ass trouble maker , I was real
But still a Faker
I pretended to be "In" , when bad things went down I'd play "pretend" , Like a Devil looking down , I'd grin
at real life and true danger , I'd laugh at my friends problems
as if I was a stranger
I was rubble in a tropical garden , I wasn't subtle , I never was pardoned
I got regrets , made hell wit my Parents , I made bets , and didn't pay it
I can say it all now , cause Im grown up , Maybe just with a frown
But I've thrown Up , or threw back
Love and Affection directed towards me , Hate and aggression forward towards my enemies.
I did not think or care to argue , I made my own decisions , was who I wanted to be
But I couldn't see , I didn't hear , I shut my eyes , I closed my ears
Fear and anger fueled my passion , Love and Danger were my favorite actions.
I fucked up , pissed blood in a golden cup , given to me by a king
I didn't know at da time , but it was the real thing
CrazyE
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