thank ya guys! Dogg... pretty much the general idea... it's like it's lying out there, I've blatantly put it out in the open, tryin to make it easy to find, but at the same time I'm afraid that more pain than anything could come from telling.... so I'm not going to put it there in front of their face. But the yearning you mentioned was pretty on point. Kinda like I had that but then my secret came and now it's kinda like it was taken away not by really anything, just knowing that there is something between us now. I don't know what my secret is... I just know it's something and it's there.

If I misunderstood then that's my bad, I do apoligize, I just felt like the comment that was made in here (before editing) added to some of the other comments that were made were rude and ungreatful twoards people replying...