i dont know what I'm feelin' at all
alone in my room, my thoughts bounce off my cielin' and walls
nothin's perfect, I am dealin' wit flaws
its a life.....its mine.....now every problem is revealin' its cause
sometimes I dream about jus stealin' the stars
raise my hand up to the sky to grab the night and then jus peelin' 'em off
to give me light when i am kneelin' in awe
to ignite- the fight of temptations that strike- being concealed by the dark
these last few years i been rebuildin' my heart
wit love, forgiveness, compassion, wisdom..and then gettin' a bill for the parts
i never thought that life would still be this hard
the constant battle toward betterment motivates enemys killin' of heart
to try lifes sweetness, i was willin' to start
i took a bite out of my future, to discover that the fillin' was tart
each day i live's a day my villian is sparked
i wanna fold, but my hero says no, and keeps on dealin' me cards

Im my best friend and my worst enemy
im livin' in me and dont have a clue whats happenin' to me
it seems to be, a little animosity, between my alter egos
villian's playin dirty, to hurt me, and to falter the hero
below the sky, the clouds, the stars, the tree-tops, the birds
amongst the dirt, the grit, the filthy earth
lies a yin-yang of a girl
reapin' the repercussions from the clash of two worlds