approachin ma destination n target,, encroachin on dis territory//

FLASH BACK

when i was a boy wid ma toy gun shootin shit for fun//
got older n colder thought i could do this for real for fun//
lock n load aim n point,, shoot ma lead from point,,,, blank//
but i didnt wanna be a criminal,, so i got ma signal from the heavens above//
and discov-erd the army,,, bitch of a girl said i was barmy to go//
but fuckit off to the army i go//

CURRENT TIME

sneak the corner,,,, poke ma head for a peak round it//
ahhh satisfaction their he was i had found it//
ma enamy terrorist,, hated the G so much,,//
i whanted to punch him wid ma fist's//
but i was a proffesional,, await the signal//
their it is GO GO,,, runin round da corner//
aimin as i go,,, target froze wid fear//
i better prepare we are gettin near//
so close i can smell his fear,,,,,,,,//
fucker drops to his knees n begins to prey//
i hear maself shoutin HEY GET UP MUTHA FUCKER//
PUT YA FUCKIN HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE UM//
he did,, dis G had killed thousends//
men woman and children,, all inocent//
im so close now im about 5 feet away//
we stand make eye contact,, silence//
athompsphere is heavy n weighin me down//
i stand n stair n say u got any idea wat u done//
he begins to beg tells me of his son//
thats when it hits me all men got a family//
diss cat was doin as he was told//
prolly if he didnt he wouldent grow old//
death from his boss or fight us//
no choise either way resembles death//
i add pressure to ma trigger//
i was gunna be da hero nigga//
but i froze n ma feelings aroze//
i was in da middle of da fro's//
of killing a man who hadent lived//
faced death every day,, now he had to pay//
was this fair,, no way,, i wasent the judge//
i was the exocutioner,, i was standin//
swayin in da wind,, killin dis man for he had sinned//
seemed logical,, so i closed ma eyes//
squeezed ma trigger,, two short burts//
opend ma eyes he was slumped.....//
bullets had thumped him in half//
he was alive n started to laugh//
looked at me n thanked me,,,,,,,//
said i had done him a fava....//
called me his saviur,,, ? i was confuzed//
he said i faced death every day//
whatch ma brothers die wid dismay//
i new this day would come..//
im dying now i got nothin to fear//
u have given me life of a differant kind//
then i relised,, all these so called evils//
where just doin as they where told//
if they didnt they would die out in da cold//
all these men had families who where prolly held//
i was ponderin now,, couldent stop wonderin how//
shit goes down like diss in the world///
ur home is green n clean,, nothin to fear//
no capitives held in fear.....//
where as these men where born to be killers//
10 million more sends ma spin into spasms...... of jitters..