As I spent days thinking for an approach to this topic
I had dope ass concepts, I was boasting bitches cop it
But something big just came up changing my perspective
On everything around me, now I'm shamed to recollect it.
My mind like a puzzle piece..I was shocked to say the least
Can't put it all together...But I will not take the defeat.
This is what I say to you because you are my sister...
Don't take the wrong road in life...cause many will miss her.

The past couple years have been decent to say the least
I stay out of your life...ditto...we keep the peace
I reminisce on early years where we were close together
You helped me through elementary and all fucked up weather
And when times got rough...we could lean on one another
But our past relationship has faded where is the color?
When I see you its all black and white...through clear eyes
I wonder what happened...now all I see are sheared ties
I don't cry...cause it's your life..take it how you want
Our mother cares deeply and these dreams seem to haunt
It's a daunting task...today...didn't you go to court?..
For some bullshit traffic violations, you can't afford
Then later during night hours I get a call from you
Locked up for some shit you tried to steal...we can't undo..
This shit you put us through..but especially our parents..
Mom is always there for you..and isn't dad apparent?
He's just sick and tired of it all, like me and your brother
Actually I am laughing at you..more troubles for you to cover.
Cause this shit is constant...but were used to it..
And relatives don't like this side of you so don't do it.
You are older than me...eighteen this year right?
Act your age, be mature I fear and you dislike.
You actually make me sick, dressing all slutty think it's style
In the long run you will regret all of this shit...it takes a while
So when are you going to learn, this life you live is black
You care more for your friends than your family, that's sad.
We try to help you out...you keep saying that you'll change
But it's hard to believe all of your false claims
It's a shame...sister...I still love you til' this day..
Please come back into our lives...it's this way..

I just realized what I wrote and it's from the heart
This is what I feel at the moment..it's my art
I'm glad I could release all that tention felt inside me
Those were just some thoughts..that are now behind me.

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..Ghetto Essence..